Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Crawling Out of a Hole

Now I know how it feels like when you try to crawl out of a hole. You get sucked in deep, and it gets darker and darker. The darker it gets, the light from above gets brighter and brighter.

Everyone looks down on you and watches you try to crawl out. What I learned is no one will go out of their way to pull you out except a few friends. Some will even commit to call you, but you find yourself hanging and waiting for nothing.

It is demeaning, depressing, and tiring to say the least. With people belonging to the root of the problem, leaving you desperate to solve the problem on your own.

It was a hard lesson learned and learn I did. Now it's time to work harder to find a way out of it for good I hope. So I can give more to the ones I love and make sure they do not experience the same painful thing.

But my chin is still up and will always be up as I keep trying until I achieve the freedom I have been longing for, no matter what it takes.

In the end, the good part of this exercise is that there is a limit to everything. Once you cross that line and there are no options left, you are damned for life.