Everyone looks down on you and watches you try to crawl out. What I learned is no one will go out of their way to pull you out except a few friends. Some will even commit to call you, but you find yourself hanging and waiting for nothing.
It is demeaning, depressing, and tiring to say the least. With people belonging to the root of the problem, leaving you desperate to solve the problem on your own.
It was a hard lesson learned and learn I did. Now it's time to work harder to find a way out of it for good I hope. So I can give more to the ones I love and make sure they do not experience the same painful thing.
But my chin is still up and will always be up as I keep trying until I achieve the freedom I have been longing for, no matter what it takes.
In the end, the good part of this exercise is that there is a limit to everything. Once you cross that line and there are no options left, you are damned for life.
